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chuck e. costa 2002
from the rooftops 2004
never seen a jaguar EP 2005
where the songs come from 2006




Where the Songs Come From



when the city comes
predawn
peace is war
without one
where the songs come from
hollow man
over the moon
waiting for the train
better or worse
indestructible






Chuck E. Costa
honeyspot rd
synonym
lean on life
a little more than nothing
far end
old glory
to see me
angels and astronauts
once will suffice

Honeyspot Rd.

Twenty-eight hours straight, shifting in my chair.
We blinked at the sign for Honeyspot Rd.
As fast as we passed it by.
The simple vastness of the Midwest
Not too far behind, the simple vastness
Of the ocean not too far down the dotted line.

And, so, we celebrate with a cigarette
And start to feel the buzz of the birds
and of the bees
Just whisper to the open air and we are free.

The little prince all bow and tongue tied
On his little comet, just beside his
little lamb all calm and quiet.
from 80 to 40 to 25, we stop. In the simple vastness of the rush hour
Traffic block.

But it won't slow us down, we are free
And I guess we'll have to rely on the birds
And on the bees, give me one more mile and
We will be….home.

Synonym

I’ve found my synonym, we are our own words
But we mean the same thing
If I’m the sponge you’ve got me soaked
If I’m the white then you’re the yolk
You’re the heart of my artichoke

Here we’re stuck, spellbound and moonstruck
Plucked from the spotlight of our separate lives
We are a knot that’s tightly tied, the harder you tug
At either side, the harder to divide

And you can look us up under each other
And you will find, we define each other

Lean on Life

Dissatisfied summer again
In sleeves too warm for the weather.
And the horns of the heat are charging me
And I feel my feet sunk deep in this concrete
My spirits low like my wages,
And the pages turning
Dark, like the end
Of another day, behind me
Reminding me…

Of when I leaned on life before it leaned on me.

Labored hours to labored years
But I’m still here, the only difference
Is I’m starting to care.
This callous, time created
Hardened hand and hardened days

So I’ll go about my business
And do my time, my life sentence
of a different kind.
Prison walls build so thick by my
Hardened hands and hardened days
Behind me reminding me…
Of when I leaned on life before it leaned on me.

A little more than nothing

I am nothing and you are far away
the past is nothing closer or
we can change.
So if we start, where we are,
everyday and forget nothing,

alright…

We are nothing, next to everything
And the universe is something
And we’ll make our place
But we can’t take a bow, just yet
And if I need a hand, maybe you can
give it.

And I am nothing, and all I want
Is a little something that you can give
I don’t want it all, just a little piece is all…
To make me just a little more
than nothing

I don’t want everything
I just want a little something
If its alright to make me
A little more than nothing.

Far End

Can you hear the drizzle on the glass?
It makes me wonder what you ask
And I feel and I fear the walls
are closing in, maybe this time
I’ll find my piece of mind, ‘cause I say

This is not the end, I refuse to sit down and pretend.
So I will sing until my eyes begin to swell
And I will not get caught in your hurricane
Not this time.

And I’m reminded of advice that I once heard
Which at the time seemed absolutely absurd
“I need to cage myself, cage myself in freedom.”
Don’t let me down, don’t let me down,
Please don’t put me down ‘cause I said

This is not the end, I refuse to close my eyes and pretend
So I will scream until my heart’s on fire
And maybe one day quench my desire,
Still burns

I see myself in the far end of a room
In the future sometime sharing me with you
and sometimes I think you may be right
but I know I need to spread my wings to take flight

This is not the end, I refuse to close my eyes and pretend
So I will sing until my heart’s desire
and maybe one day put out the fire
that still burns.

Old Glory

Here comes old glory again, our old new found friend
Proud to be who we are now that things have come this far
Does it stand for a land or loved one’s lost
What is the cause and what is the cost
Of our glory?

If I look confused its because I am
Not unaware but because I understand
That both the ends and the means justify the land

I’m proud of the one on the moon and the one in the classroom
The one on the old country store where it means a little more
Than superpower
Not proud of the one on the wing of the f-16
Or the one on the sleeve of the u.s. marine
With guns drawn

Chorus

Here comes old glory again and again and again
What is the cause and what is the cost
Of our glory?

To See me

That wasn’t happiness to see me
I said “how about surprise”…to see you
Blooming in the light of the Wright
stainedglass window, standing beside myself
I’m alone and so am I, as everything will be
the cars they hum along, in the dugout
of the afternoon, damp and grey
and I need some time to come back to you
I need my time to come, I need some time
to come back to you I need my time to come

silent fingers turn the doorknob followed by
silent footsteps that climb..climb and climb
To quiet hinges, they climb to hide
and when you walk into the room and think
that I am scared, remember when I’m in that
room I’m not really there
I’m a killer with no alibi and that’s
a silly line, but I’ll throw it in there anyway
I feel just fine
you weren’t happy to leave me, but I wasn’t
the least bit surprised.

Angels and Astronauts

Does this annoy you?
The tapping of this machine.
Because I want to type these things
That cling to mind.
Ridiculous, continuous babble
Sneaking through the walls and on
Through the window

Chorus 1:
The philosopher astronaut, to the pious
surgeon,"there's not a God
in the heavens I have traveled."
And the surgeon to the astronaut,
"I've seen the Brain but not a thought."
So how do you explain?
We don't we just remain the same.

Does this annoy you?
These things that cling and stretch to climb.
a calculated accident, waiting for the right
Time to fall.
We sit around so civilized always remember
to cross our T's and our eyes

Chorus 2:
Is is animal or vegetable or mineral today
Is it upside down or in between it doesn't
Matter any way, the river to the ocean flows
To fertile depths below, I’ll never stop
I’ll never quit fighting the undertow.

Once will suffice

Life is strange, things tend to rearrange
But some things…never change

time is now and here
And sometimes it doesn’t feel so near
And some days I just cannot find it any where
And life is so nice
if I had the chance I’d definitely do it twice
but I know that just once will suffice


From the Rooftops

able
same song
old glory
car or the opossum
from the rooftops
playmate
just a dog
letter to america
change the world
i keep six honest serving men
tall stand

Able

What is holding me,
am I insecure or is it immaturity?
Its easy to trick ourselves, its easy to deceive
It's amazing the things you'll get yourself to believe
Am I a superhero or am I lame,
Am I going crazy or am I sane?

Is my will strong is it stable,
Is this body able?
So I put my cards out on the table and
Speak the truth to myself because
I am able.

When I rise I see a world of possibility,
But to my naïve surprise the world
doesn't always agree with me.
So, I think "yeah" I'll seek my goals
And somehow be protected, but how can anyone
really expect the unexpected?

'Cause when it comes it can stop you dead.
Like a 2x4 to the back of the head,
And the wounds have stung and they have bled
And blurred the vision of what's ahead.

You can't tell me what the future is holding
The past is told and the rest unfolding, but I
Can walk calm as I drift and accept the present
as a gift.
And do with it what I can.
with or without a perfect plan.
My life is not a stone beaten down to a grain of sand
It's more like clay in a sculptor's hand.

As sure as the sun will rise as sure as a liar lies
As sure as the spring will come I'll get my work done.

Same Song

Hey, little flower what keeps you growing?
What keeps you going all day long?
It's hard to grow up here. We disagree. What's fair?
And we're not willing to say that,

We're all different notes in the same song
And, so, freedom falls down around the world
We've got to pick it up again.

Hey, big sun, what keeps you glowing?
What keeps you going all day long?
It's hard to glow down here, shade and shadows
Everywhere, getting in the way.

We all are watercolors free on the page.
Free to do whatever we will do
To create the picture we want to.

Some choose to run away…but some would rather stay.
And we all play the game,
but I won't be afraid to shine.
The dominoes fall down around the world
But not mine.

Old Glory

Here comes old glory again, our old new found friend
Proud to be who we are now that things have come this far
Does it stand for a land or loved one's lost
What is the cause and what is the cost
of our glory?

If I look confused its because I am
Not unaware but because I understand
That both the ends and the means justify the land

I'm proud of the one on the moon and the one in the classroom
The one on the old country store where it means a little more
Than superpower
Not proud of the one on the wing of the f-16
Or the one on the sleeve of the U.S. marine
With guns drawn
Chorus

Here comes old glory again and again and again
What is the cause and what is the cost
of our glory?

Car or the Opossum

In the dim light of the streetlamps
And sleeping homes we made our way
At each other throwing stones.
I was crying and you were spent
Another dead end fight
You said that I was better off
There'd be no mercy that night.

We were walking under dark orange trees
The season falling faster than the leaves
The arms of winter were tugging at our sleeves
Should have put a hat on I guess my mind
will have to freeze.

I don't exactly recall what we argued about
But I do remember what finally pulled us out.
We came upon an opossum lying in the road
as we came. Not the worst I had ever seen
but cold and lifeless just the same.
I knew some careless driver had
caused this animal to fall,
I saw how sometimes in this world
There's just no empathy at all
Pushed him with some branches
under leaves and off the road,
a modest funeral another life is closed.

Then I got to thinking about this sad happenstance
Was I the car or the opossum
of our current circumstance?
Was it me that was blindsided, shown no mercy at all?
Or was it me that carelessly just let you fall?

Then I realized it doesn't matter at all,
I just need to hold you and never let you fall
Before the arms of winter have pulled off all the leaves
And one of us is cold and lifeless
under dark orange trees.

From the Rooftops

My voice is soft when I speak,
It's often misunderstood.
But now I should tell the world I'm with you.
And I long for this song to
speak loudly for me.

'Cause I want to shout it
from the rooftops.
I want to scream it from my rooftop.
The dogs are barking,
Wake the neighborhood.

Why don't you believe me?
It must be something I'm doing wrong
Or something I'm not doing right.

Now you have to,
Now you're going to believe me.
Because, I want to shout it from the mountaintop.
The clouds are singing, the valley echoes this song.

My voice is soft when I speak,
It's often misunderstood.
But now I should tell the world I'm with you.

Playmate

When can you come over to play?
I dreamed about you yesterday.
When you come home will you tickle me?
I wonder are you satisfied with me?
When we travel I'll give you
The window seat so you can see.

Which player do you want to be?
I can't believe you beat me in Monopoly!
Sitting long at the table on a rainy day
We'll wash the clouds away you bring me back…to me.

When can you come over today?
Why don't we lie down and play?
Let me fix you something to fill
That empty belly if you want you know I will.
Sitting long in the evening with my hands
on your skin rubbing lotion in. You bring me back…to me.

I can see intensity in your eyes.
I can see intensity in your smile.

When you come home will you tickle me?
I wonder are you satisfied with me?
Sitting out in the yard with our backs
on the ground just feeling what's around.
You bring me back.

Just a Dog

I'm just a dog; my thoughts are simple and clear
And I'll be chasing this dirty tennis ball 'till next year.

So tell me why science loves simplicity
with all their theory?
There are many people trying to downsize their lives,
simplicity that's me.

So, you may question what is going on in my brain
But why question when you can run in the rain.
And don't bother me with your tricks and your commands
Just throw me my ball and a big treat from your hand.

Letter to America

For your security, some say our innocence is irrelevant.
But for us folks down here on the ground
The danger is imminent.

If you are the wrecking ball and our county the building,
I'm living on the top floor.
Can you picture people trapped in a falling building?
You've seen that image before.

And when our walls can no longer support themselves
We will try to support ourselves.
And we will be our own allies.

You talk of freedom you talk of liberation.
But now we wonder where does our freedom begin
And where ends the occupation?

And when our walls can no longer support themselves
We will try to support ourselves.
And we will be our own allies.

We have mourned for those who died
with the bombs of the first war.
But now we wonder who
will the future mourn for?

You will be reporting the bad news
And the man you're looking for
Will be dead of on the loose
And we will be the ones who really lose.

Change the World

Can one person really make a difference?
Who knows?
If a man living on the street, who cannot see,
Can move his hands faster than your eyes
What does that mean?
Here goes.
If a blind man can do magic, then you can change the world.

Can the penny of a child in a donation box,
Amount to anything even close to a lot?
Can a penny make a difference?
All I know is that without 1 you can't have 2.
And without 2 you can't have 3 and without 3…no 4.
Is it that simple…ABC, once I get started you follow me?
We'll see.

If a blind man can do magic, then you can change the world.

It only takes a pebble, to make the whole pond ripple.
Throw yourself in.

I Keep Six Honest Serving Men
words by rudyard kipling

I keep six honest serving men they taught me all I know.
Their names are what and where and when, how and why and who.
I send them over land and sea I send them east to west
But when they have done their work for me I give them all a rest.

I let them rest from nine to five for I am busy then
As well as breakfast lunch and tea for they are hungry men.
But different folk have different views and I know a person small
She keeps ten million serving men who get no rest at all.

She sends them all abroad on her own affairs,
From the second she opens her eyes
A million whats, two million wheres and
Seven million whys.

Tall Stand

Low lie the prickly pears, further from the dirty air.
And purple grow the lupine basking in the winter sunshine.
And from the road all that I see is the old saguaro staring back at me.

Teddy bear cholla evolved over time
to live in the shadow of the great power line.
Its silvery spines provide no defense
From the spreading city it pushes up against.
The silvery lines invade the landscape
The form of the desert loses its shape.

Tall stand the cacti. Tall stand.

Closer to the city line the desert that was once alive,
Retreats under buildings taller still, where
Builders build and build and build
Things are covered things pushed away
like the people that once
Lived here but could no longer stay,

Is this city aptly named,
Rising from earth that gets no rain.
Or is the phoenix bound to fall,
It future clipped wings and all?
The old saguaro sits and waits
Eyes and fists locked with its fate.
Tall stand the cacti. Tall stand.


Never Seen A Jaguar
words by Rudyard Kipling

ballad of east and west
the beginning of the armadillos
cities and thrones and powers
the houses
if

Ballad of East and West

East is East and West is West
Never the twain shall meet.
Till Earth and sky stand presently
At God's great judgement seat.

But there is neither East nor West
Border nor breed, nor birth.
When two strong men stand face to face
Though they come from the ends of the Earth.

The Beginning of the Armadillos

I've never sailed the Amazon, never reached Brazil
But the Don and Magdalena, they can go there when they will.

Weekly from Southampton great steamers white and gold,
Roll down, roll down to Rio.

I've never seen a jaguar nor yet an armadill-
O 'Dilloing in its armor and I guess I never will

Unless I go to Rio these wonders to behold.
Roll down, roll down to Rio.
I'd love to roll to Rio someday before I'm old.
Roll down, roll down to Rio.

Cities and Thrones and Powers

Cities and thrones and powers
Stand in time's eye.
Almost as long as flowers
which daily die.
But as new buds put forth
To glad new men.
Out of spent and unconsidered earth
the cities rise again.

The season's daffodil, she never hears.
What change, what chance, what chill
cut down last year's.
But with bold countenence
And knowledge small
Esteems her seven days continuance
To be perpetual.

Time that's o'er kind
to all that be
ordains us even as blind
as bold as she
That in our very death
And burial sure.
Shadow to shadow well persuaded
saith, "See how our works endure."

The Houses

'Twixt my house and thy house the pathway is broad.
In thy house or my house is half the world's hoard.
By my house and thy house hangs all the worlds fate,
On thy house and my house lies half the world's fate.

For my house and thy house, no help shall we find.
Save thy house and my house kin cleaving to kind.
If my house be taken thine tumbleth anon.
If thy house be forfeit, mine followeth soon. 'Twixt my house and thy house what talk can there be,
Of headship or lordship or service or fee?
Since my house to thy house no greater can send.
Than thy house to my house- friend comforting friend.

And thy house to my house no meaner can bring.
Than my house to thy house- King counceling King.

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
are losing theirs and blaming it on you.
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
and make allowance for their doubting too.
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting
Or being lied about don't deal in lies.
Or being hated, don't give way to hating
Yet don't look too good nor talk too wise.

If you can dream and not make dreams your master.
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim.
If you can meet with triumph and disaster.
And treat those two imposters just the same.

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools.
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken.
And stoop down and build 'em up with worn out tools.

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone.
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
except the will that says to them hold on.
If you can fill the unforgiving minute.
with sixty seconds worth of distance run
Yours is the Earth and everything thats in it.
And- which is more- you'll be a man, my son!